Flesh Of My Flesh Blood Of My Blood Coming From Believe me before life, it was dark Hook (Mary) If I don't know where I'm comin from, where would I go (repeat 3x) Verse 1 Places that I've been the thing that I have seen What you call a nightmare but what I have is dreams Now that it may seems I know its only goin to get worse Love or slug which one am I gonna get first My journey's been a rough one I'm not sure when it began But da way it's slippin I kinda know when this shit is gonna end what shed love Love hold me down baby it's gonna be a ruff ryde Niggas give us plenty room cuz I guess enough died Let me travel my intentions I'd rather travel in peace But fuck around, I'll lay you down You'll hit the gravel in cease I could be a beast or I could be a gentleman If you ain't my dog you'll be like "oh it's him again" Niggas will never win this whole rap game is mine Hottest as you ever been I was that in '89 Seeking as you shall find Look within it, you will know Where you comin from and where you gotta go (come on) Hook Verse 2 I would spend mad time in one spot plottin my next move Tryin to figure out who is it the next dude X will do Some questions go unanswered that's what I'm afraid of Sometimes I can't show but I know what I'm made of They made love, or should I say they made lust, found it Didn't have to be love there but they made us I got quite a few sisters I was the only boy But being with my dog was my only choice Like a kid with a new towy I forgot about the crime I stayed with misery didn't think about the crime Lost all track of time was in another world Everybody knew Earl but there was another Earl Lighter side of the dark fightin the park, but wouldn't wanna Stayed and fought But when they came and jump me became a good runner One by one, they all went under So I had the last laugh They all thought it was a joke But I had the last laugh (ah ha ha) Hook Verse 3 I feel the ghost from within, comin back to haunt me Stay lovin my peoples eventhough they don't want me When I was bad, I was forgotten Like I was dead and rotten Should've been gettin love, but instead was plottin Shit wasn't right, and was all blamed on me I didn't know that I was special until this rap shit came to be Gave me a way out Showed me it was better to teach Than to bust niggas with the 4-4, leave them dead in the streets Saw da beef was worth less than The cost of the slugs I bought to kill'em And that's because I thought that I wanted to kill'em Little did I know death wasn't right Didn't always show, every breath was a life Than to be captured and suspended animation To be felt by arm, understood by every nation What's the sense of hatin' when I could show love What's the sense of fakin' when I could shed blood Hook Mary Sings Yonkers is where we grew, trials we got threw On top is where we stay, till the end as long as we pray BK is where Swizz plays, spins tracks everyday On HOT 97 you hear, DMX all through the year